Looking at the results.

looking at the casier is so demotivating.

poker is a business infact, u can have less money even though u make the best decisions in a given day.

u should only concentrate on making the best decisions.

yesterday i played cash ....with 20 big blinds and i went busted twice in a row and lost 10 percent of mybankrooll.

I am a slow player and i make the best decisions when i got time.i am really not an arcade player and i hate arcade .I suck at it.

Online poker gives me time to make the right decisions.

it was 145 and u want it back there but it is not the way to do it.to be a succesfull cash player in your case u need 80 big blinds.with 20 big blinds u got to puch all in with Q7 and higher...